Glorious sunshine awaits the cracking of dawn and its rays pressured upon my face to imbibe me deeper into my euphoria.
Currently in Sabah, Land below the wind/breeze or something rather similar. What is it again dear people of wordpress?
I've been to one sundown and a sunup here so far, and the adventure seem to clutter into a more thrilling and exhilarating ride.
Thou shall not halt this excursion soon oh Despotic One. For this sojourn invigorates and deflects all the calamities of my rather bewildered ingenuity. It's the sight that intrigues me.
Pardon people, for having not updating frequently like what mother nature told me when she was in the tree house with Santa Clause.
Christmas is coming and I want to live in a snow globe for a day, please Rudolph? I don't need your nose no more. Though I miss it's magic touch.
Oh yeah. One more thing. First impression on people. How do you present yourselves to someone new for the first time? Meeting a new employee, client, student or rather just a friend.
You wouldn't want the Batmobile to be a hoax the first time you see it, right? Haha. You would wish that it does fly and you start to fantasize all the gadgets that car posses.
But some people are just like rotten eggs. So clean and edible chicken eggs on the outside (shell that is) , but how about the inside, the yolk and white?
My feet smells better.
Nov 28, 2009
Nov 21, 2009
So real that even her eyes spoke of sorrow.. And his of grief..
Why perceive time as my only compatriot in this translucent barricade?
Come on now, lad. Be it seconds, minutes, hours, decades or eons, you're still the needle on the clock.
The once beautifully written melancholic symphony for the two of you to orchestrate . Yet it's so pure in its divinity.
And her voice he illustrated it to be as the the angelic type, though he never met, not to mention heard an angel's voice.
But it was her purity, her altruism, her desires, her beauty shrouded with innocence that compelled him to this angel.
His defilement all obliterated in an instant when he was lifted by her chant.
However, it was only a historical play that entered in his mind with the director asleep when the tape was rolling.
Come on now, lad. Be it seconds, minutes, hours, decades or eons, you're still the needle on the clock.
The once beautifully written melancholic symphony for the two of you to orchestrate . Yet it's so pure in its divinity.
And her voice he illustrated it to be as the the angelic type, though he never met, not to mention heard an angel's voice.
But it was her purity, her altruism, her desires, her beauty shrouded with innocence that compelled him to this angel.
His defilement all obliterated in an instant when he was lifted by her chant.
However, it was only a historical play that entered in his mind with the director asleep when the tape was rolling.
Flee now, my dearly beloved angel..
I wish it was me..
Nov 20, 2009
I see the other side of the mirror you dumb nut.
I gaze upon my own reflection in the whirlpool. All twisted like what the fate had written for the wisp. All lost in the night's chamber with the key engulfed by the night hounds.
It's all oblique. My reflection I mean. I don't know. It's hard to see with all this whirling.
But nevermind. I'll plunge myself, hopefully I'll surface before dawn.
Enough is enough said Enid Blyton. Fairy tales may come true if you have talking dolls.
And wheels are circles, not round.
It's all oblique. My reflection I mean. I don't know. It's hard to see with all this whirling.
But nevermind. I'll plunge myself, hopefully I'll surface before dawn.
Enough is enough said Enid Blyton. Fairy tales may come true if you have talking dolls.
And wheels are circles, not round.
Nov 18, 2009
Show your cards.
Enough shuffling, dealer. It's laborious for you and it's a dire sight. You succeeded in adumbrating that card. It's jocular, I know and I'm connecting to your casino in this euphoria.
Bruce Wayne have not defeated the Joker yet and it's illegal in this little game. Remove it from this deck but I'm still around. And the jokes always on me. I like. :D
Bruce Wayne have not defeated the Joker yet and it's illegal in this little game. Remove it from this deck but I'm still around. And the jokes always on me. I like. :D
Nov 16, 2009
And they all followed Gagarin.
Forgiveness is fed to the vipers like a teacher eating a putrid apple. and in circles we sit and watch the burlesque in the bonfire. hey look! it's me in the center!
So I followed them idiots into space. floating like balloons in the deep blue sea. y didn't they explode or rather implode? not pressurised enough?
I counted the twinkles in the fragile night, eradicating the midst of distress.
and here I am, counting the days on which I must fulfill my duties.
My thinking do lead me to losing sense of the perpetual motion we are in. the atmosphere circulate and altered the clock in my mind.
there's too much yet too little at the same time all this burdens and sufferings. but those are only in the sight of the commons.
to me, it's a great tribute to have traversed along the arid land with you guys. even the camel smiled, gleaming it's two big teeth.
Graham Bell, Nokia or Sony Ericsson? I need to call a friend. Being the prestigious gift they receive and the dire state I'm in, I need this conversation.
At least it'll lead me to a new discovery. At least I'll be the first. The first to discover. Discover this intriguing complex. Discovering who I am.
So I followed them idiots into space. floating like balloons in the deep blue sea. y didn't they explode or rather implode? not pressurised enough?
I counted the twinkles in the fragile night, eradicating the midst of distress.
and here I am, counting the days on which I must fulfill my duties.
My thinking do lead me to losing sense of the perpetual motion we are in. the atmosphere circulate and altered the clock in my mind.
there's too much yet too little at the same time all this burdens and sufferings. but those are only in the sight of the commons.
to me, it's a great tribute to have traversed along the arid land with you guys. even the camel smiled, gleaming it's two big teeth.
Graham Bell, Nokia or Sony Ericsson? I need to call a friend. Being the prestigious gift they receive and the dire state I'm in, I need this conversation.
At least it'll lead me to a new discovery. At least I'll be the first. The first to discover. Discover this intriguing complex. Discovering who I am.
Nov 14, 2009
Chemically inert.
Filter me from this over-crowded seat cause it's the precipitation I'm not comfortable with the equilibrium. Add in phenolphthalein if you may, and you'll observe the changes once you titrate my solecism with altruism.
But the reaction wouldn't be perpetual. Impurities from your sardonic thoughts would diffuse under the influence of Brownian motion. That too, affected my 'used to be' miscible state.
I tried to be soluble, but my ions wouldn't let me do just that anymore. The best part is, my chemical compatriots wouldn't allow me to be exothermic!
So, it's just a slow reaction. A redox reaction perhaps. And I'm the oxidiser.
But the reaction wouldn't be perpetual. Impurities from your sardonic thoughts would diffuse under the influence of Brownian motion. That too, affected my 'used to be' miscible state.
I tried to be soluble, but my ions wouldn't let me do just that anymore. The best part is, my chemical compatriots wouldn't allow me to be exothermic!
So, it's just a slow reaction. A redox reaction perhaps. And I'm the oxidiser.
Nov 12, 2009
There will be no white flag. It's all drenched in blood.
On a expedition in the deepest jungle and all was quiet, avoiding and eluding and wild beasts that may harm your being. Suddenly, you stepped on a twig and a sharp 'snap!' fused the ambiance. Immediately, you hear the tiger roaring, the grizzly bear steps, and the crocodile's tail flapping the river ; all coming towards your position. "Cover blown!" you say to yourself. "There goes my holiday".
Even after all those wonderful nights you had with nature. All those fruitful conversation. Those fun and games. You wished you didn't snap that twig.
It's funny how a frivolous 'snap' can change everything.
Always be prepared for surprise. How? Maybe you keep turning the lever on that Jack in the box till you freaking get the hang of it, even if it takes eons.
Do not capitulate to those sudden change!
Even after all those wonderful nights you had with nature. All those fruitful conversation. Those fun and games. You wished you didn't snap that twig.
It's funny how a frivolous 'snap' can change everything.
Always be prepared for surprise. How? Maybe you keep turning the lever on that Jack in the box till you freaking get the hang of it, even if it takes eons.
Do not capitulate to those sudden change!
Adjust our life sometimes.
Sometimes the music just doesn't sound right. So maybe we'll change the instrument or maybe tune ours so alter the harmony so as to fit it into the melody.
Life may not be a blissful journey. Some pit stops along the way, we need to check the oil, fill up the tank, service the engine and make sure the tires are good so the journey would be a better or meningful one.
Tweak our life a little. If it ain't right. Tune it.
Life may not be a blissful journey. Some pit stops along the way, we need to check the oil, fill up the tank, service the engine and make sure the tires are good so the journey would be a better or meningful one.
Tweak our life a little. If it ain't right. Tune it.
Hooray for foolish comments!
Through these creeping tick tocks,
I sit on this long needle,
To count with the valid time,
Reminiscing to life once quite feeble.
Hop and bop on streets so dark,
Hounds howling for the man next door,
Who scratched and strewn every dump,
As luminaries come from our heart's core.
When star drowns in the now sunless sea,
Up comes a humble yet meticulous radiance,
That scintillates the ground divine,
Illuminating the dark street with magnificent brilliance.
Then a fellow believer entered the picture frame,
Proving life to be such halcyon,
And comes grabbling with diligence,
Screaming his wish to be reborn.
But yet life does not pose to the commons,
Our acumen should aid our pre-judgment,
Because our sometimes petty thoughts,
May cause us to be bonded in an undesired entanglement.
I sit on this long needle,
To count with the valid time,
Reminiscing to life once quite feeble.
Hop and bop on streets so dark,
Hounds howling for the man next door,
Who scratched and strewn every dump,
As luminaries come from our heart's core.
When star drowns in the now sunless sea,
Up comes a humble yet meticulous radiance,
That scintillates the ground divine,
Illuminating the dark street with magnificent brilliance.
Then a fellow believer entered the picture frame,
Proving life to be such halcyon,
And comes grabbling with diligence,
Screaming his wish to be reborn.
But yet life does not pose to the commons,
Our acumen should aid our pre-judgment,
Because our sometimes petty thoughts,
May cause us to be bonded in an undesired entanglement.
Nov 8, 2009
Are you imputing me for this non-deleterious act?
Sometimes, being beyond the level of typical ingenuity that lays among the orbital of laymen may bring pre judgments that may somewhat alter the axis of your rotation. Causing the locus to be somewhat different from the normal perspective or view of the spectator in this huge auditorium.
How can I thrive on? Lowering the threshold? I was not even given the chance to opine.
"Being loquacious for nothing is a bad example, but being laconic for something is the best principle" - Tom
If only it was that simple. Nonetheless, great advice. Imbibing me to the contemplative world.
How can I thrive on? Lowering the threshold? I was not even given the chance to opine.
"Being loquacious for nothing is a bad example, but being laconic for something is the best principle" - Tom
If only it was that simple. Nonetheless, great advice. Imbibing me to the contemplative world.
Nov 7, 2009
Sapa itu lelaki kalau bukan saya!
KUALA TERENGGANU: A teacher assaulted his girlfriend, who is also a teacher, in full view of her students after he suspected that she was cheating on him.
The 26-year-old allegedly assaulted the woman on two occasions in front of the students, threatened her at knife-point and stalked her when she was conducting classes at a primary school in Batu Rakit.
The victim, who is also 26, decided she had had enough and lodged a police report on Tuesday.
State CID chief Asst Comm Mohd Fauzi Abduri said that on Oct 26, the teacher invited the woman for lunch after classes to settle matters between them.
However, he stopped his car at Gong Badak stadium and started to hit her, causing the victim to suffer bruises.
He said since then, the teacher continuously intimidated the woman, pressuring her to reveal who she was seeing. He also assaulted the victim in her school compound.
ACP Mohd Fauzi said on Tuesday, the teacher again invited the woman for an outing but she refused to get into his car.
This angered the man who then dragged the victim into his car.
However, she managed to escape with a colleague’s help and lodged a police report in Batu Rakit.
He said based on the report, police detained the teacher at his home in Kamung Beladau Kolam here on Tuesday.
Boy : Lu kluar dengan sapa!? Cakap sekalang sebelum saya tikam duster ini!
Girl : Tiada olang, honey.. betul punya.. saya tidak jumpa mana-mana laki punya maa. saya paling suka kung-fu kamu. kamu kuat macam wong fei hung, honey..
Boy : Lu cukup tipu saya! wong fei hung tidak pakai pisau! saya sudah cakap saya macam bruce lee paling kuat! sayat kamu!
Students : Waaa.. kuat juga cikgu kita oo.. mari kita tepuk tangan kuat2. Saya sokong bruce lee!
Girl : honey.. cukup sudah macam ini.. saya sudah tidak tahan lo.. tangan saya sakit tak boleh lotan pelajal oo..
Boy : Lu diam sekalang juga! Waa taaa!!
Girl : Aduh! Sakitnya!
Boy : Ok. kita pegi makan lunch di kedai mamak sana.
Teachers. You guys are the coolest martial artist with the best weapon ever. Rotan.
The 26-year-old allegedly assaulted the woman on two occasions in front of the students, threatened her at knife-point and stalked her when she was conducting classes at a primary school in Batu Rakit.
The victim, who is also 26, decided she had had enough and lodged a police report on Tuesday.
State CID chief Asst Comm Mohd Fauzi Abduri said that on Oct 26, the teacher invited the woman for lunch after classes to settle matters between them.
However, he stopped his car at Gong Badak stadium and started to hit her, causing the victim to suffer bruises.
He said since then, the teacher continuously intimidated the woman, pressuring her to reveal who she was seeing. He also assaulted the victim in her school compound.
ACP Mohd Fauzi said on Tuesday, the teacher again invited the woman for an outing but she refused to get into his car.
This angered the man who then dragged the victim into his car.
However, she managed to escape with a colleague’s help and lodged a police report in Batu Rakit.
He said based on the report, police detained the teacher at his home in Kamung Beladau Kolam here on Tuesday.
Boy : Lu kluar dengan sapa!? Cakap sekalang sebelum saya tikam duster ini!
Girl : Tiada olang, honey.. betul punya.. saya tidak jumpa mana-mana laki punya maa. saya paling suka kung-fu kamu. kamu kuat macam wong fei hung, honey..
Boy : Lu cukup tipu saya! wong fei hung tidak pakai pisau! saya sudah cakap saya macam bruce lee paling kuat! sayat kamu!
Students : Waaa.. kuat juga cikgu kita oo.. mari kita tepuk tangan kuat2. Saya sokong bruce lee!
Girl : honey.. cukup sudah macam ini.. saya sudah tidak tahan lo.. tangan saya sakit tak boleh lotan pelajal oo..
Boy : Lu diam sekalang juga! Waa taaa!!
Girl : Aduh! Sakitnya!
Boy : Ok. kita pegi makan lunch di kedai mamak sana.
Teachers. You guys are the coolest martial artist with the best weapon ever. Rotan.
Why students do not finish their school.
Education is an important tool if one wishes to succeed in life. However, there are many unfortunate students who never have the opportunity to finish school. There are several factors which cause this setback.
Firstly, there are many students who live in poverty and therefore, cannot afford to finish their school. These students are deprived of receiving education because of the dire financial state they are in. Those who are from rural areas are more prone to face these problems. It is difficult for their parents to meet up with the school fees and support their life necessity at the same time.
Financial problem is a major factor reason why many students are left out from schooling. In this modern world, almost everything requires money and education is one of them. The money is needed to buy school uniforms, stationeries, and text books which do not come cheap. It is when facing financial burdens that some students are forced to stop schooling just to help their family to earn enough bread and butter.
The second reason to why this happened is there are students who are facing serious family problems. Cases such as parents divorce, death in the family, or serious financial crisis may have psychological effects on student are still schooling. These are students who will soon be morally deprived because of the situation such as divorced parents. They feel they are to blame for such cases and eventually they would be disturbed emotionally and also spiritually.
Slowly, they would start to lose faith in living and choose to be rebellious instead. Some would end up taking drug or play truant. Apart from that, these students may turn to the dark side of life, which may include being a gangster and getting involved in other criminal acts. It is these type of involvements that may lead them being expelled from school because they could obey the school rules. Students who are expelled and do not turn over a new leaf would not be able to enter school again.
Nonetheless, if this problem is looked into seriously, there are ways to overcome it. One of the ways is to help those who are living in poverty by offering free education. The government has the role to implement this by building more schools and assign teachers to areas that are deprived of education. Teachers who are willing to work pro-bono should also help out in dealing with these problems.
The government, and also other organizations who are willing, can offer scholarships to poor students to help them to buy all the schooling necessities such as school uniforms. Poor students in urban areas should also be taken into account.
The government should have a policy on “Education for evryone’ where every child gets to receive education without having to worry about their financial state and this must be carried out with a well –planned strategy.
Parents too, play important roles in moulding their children’s behavior. Since young, their children should be exposed to the pleasures of learning and the importance of education in their life. With this advice and care take root in their being, they would surely grow up to be fond of education and realize the benefits of being well-educated.
Parents should portray a good example as children are prone to follow their parents’ footsteps. A strong family bond is a major factor in children’s emotional and spiritual development. As the two saying go, ‘The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree’ and ‘blood is thicker than water’.
In conclusion, everyone should receive education. It is highly imperative if one wishes to succeed in life. Everyone should help in achieving the dreams of our children, our future.
Firstly, there are many students who live in poverty and therefore, cannot afford to finish their school. These students are deprived of receiving education because of the dire financial state they are in. Those who are from rural areas are more prone to face these problems. It is difficult for their parents to meet up with the school fees and support their life necessity at the same time.
Financial problem is a major factor reason why many students are left out from schooling. In this modern world, almost everything requires money and education is one of them. The money is needed to buy school uniforms, stationeries, and text books which do not come cheap. It is when facing financial burdens that some students are forced to stop schooling just to help their family to earn enough bread and butter.
The second reason to why this happened is there are students who are facing serious family problems. Cases such as parents divorce, death in the family, or serious financial crisis may have psychological effects on student are still schooling. These are students who will soon be morally deprived because of the situation such as divorced parents. They feel they are to blame for such cases and eventually they would be disturbed emotionally and also spiritually.
Slowly, they would start to lose faith in living and choose to be rebellious instead. Some would end up taking drug or play truant. Apart from that, these students may turn to the dark side of life, which may include being a gangster and getting involved in other criminal acts. It is these type of involvements that may lead them being expelled from school because they could obey the school rules. Students who are expelled and do not turn over a new leaf would not be able to enter school again.
Nonetheless, if this problem is looked into seriously, there are ways to overcome it. One of the ways is to help those who are living in poverty by offering free education. The government has the role to implement this by building more schools and assign teachers to areas that are deprived of education. Teachers who are willing to work pro-bono should also help out in dealing with these problems.
The government, and also other organizations who are willing, can offer scholarships to poor students to help them to buy all the schooling necessities such as school uniforms. Poor students in urban areas should also be taken into account.
The government should have a policy on “Education for evryone’ where every child gets to receive education without having to worry about their financial state and this must be carried out with a well –planned strategy.
Parents too, play important roles in moulding their children’s behavior. Since young, their children should be exposed to the pleasures of learning and the importance of education in their life. With this advice and care take root in their being, they would surely grow up to be fond of education and realize the benefits of being well-educated.
Parents should portray a good example as children are prone to follow their parents’ footsteps. A strong family bond is a major factor in children’s emotional and spiritual development. As the two saying go, ‘The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree’ and ‘blood is thicker than water’.
In conclusion, everyone should receive education. It is highly imperative if one wishes to succeed in life. Everyone should help in achieving the dreams of our children, our future.
Nov 5, 2009
And all burdens share, they say..
Due to slight development in self-enlightenment, I shall be a sealed pac-man, unable to chow down any glowing beads. I shall be a mute barber for the deaf, yet I can still hear and listen.
I've realised I've breach the barrier of endurance. I have gone too far and others are unable to hold on the equanimity.
Even my physique can't hold on anymore. Every rustling of tress intimidates me. I shouldn't be damaging myself like this, yet it is what I have done and must authorize myself like how it was before.
For I have uttered beyond ad infinitum, crumbled because of the solid words I've projected.
It is not forgiveness I seek, for it's not the desired repercussion.
What I ask is not justice, for it was and still is my foolish demeanor that had formed the gap.
I'm not in search for compassion, for I have honed the blade on which I used, and shattered the innocence of the superior ones.
There will be no sheer understanding, for I have not showed benevolence on those who were in exigent of it.
I've misguided trust into being volatile and it's now susceptible yet it's a lie to myself.
I've understood that I've been elusive, evading the crap I've produced, distancing from the fire I've ignited. Often diverting the fingers to the upright.
All I want is not my request. A demand that is somehow beyond my own understanding, especially in this state of amalgamated thoughts and sentiments. Everything may not be what it seems. Such as time, who people believed to be a constant, unchanged perpetually, but is proven to be different pertaining to it's variable.
What I'm searching for is time where I can approach myself, unafraid of the outcome.
No posts till time knows when.
I've realised I've breach the barrier of endurance. I have gone too far and others are unable to hold on the equanimity.
Even my physique can't hold on anymore. Every rustling of tress intimidates me. I shouldn't be damaging myself like this, yet it is what I have done and must authorize myself like how it was before.
For I have uttered beyond ad infinitum, crumbled because of the solid words I've projected.
It is not forgiveness I seek, for it's not the desired repercussion.
What I ask is not justice, for it was and still is my foolish demeanor that had formed the gap.
I'm not in search for compassion, for I have honed the blade on which I used, and shattered the innocence of the superior ones.
There will be no sheer understanding, for I have not showed benevolence on those who were in exigent of it.
I've misguided trust into being volatile and it's now susceptible yet it's a lie to myself.
I've understood that I've been elusive, evading the crap I've produced, distancing from the fire I've ignited. Often diverting the fingers to the upright.
All I want is not my request. A demand that is somehow beyond my own understanding, especially in this state of amalgamated thoughts and sentiments. Everything may not be what it seems. Such as time, who people believed to be a constant, unchanged perpetually, but is proven to be different pertaining to it's variable.
What I'm searching for is time where I can approach myself, unafraid of the outcome.
No posts till time knows when.
Nov 4, 2009
Bollywood is on it's way in Apollo 11.
BELIEVE it or not, but a crazy Australian fan “buys” Shah Rukh Khan a piece of the moon every year on his birthday.
“Yes, an Australian lady buys a little land on the moon for me every year on my birthday. She has been buying it for a while now and I get these certificates from the Lunar Republic Society,” Shah Rukh Khan told a newspaper.
The Bollywood star who celebrated his 44th birthday on Monday has apparently met his fan and she keeps in touch with him all year through mail.
“She writes me colourful e-mail (in the sense one line is red, one is blue and so on).
“I feel blessed to have the love of so many people worldwide,” he said.
According to one online lunar real estate agency, www.lunarregistry.com , the “Sea of Tranquility” is the most sought-after address on the moon.
A 4,047 sq m plot of land costs US$37.50 (RM128.066). The actor currently “owns” several acres on the moon. (StarOnline)
Now that's adding insult to injury. I mean. Come on. We all know Earth is relatively small in the Universe and the population is growing at a steady rate. But having a land on the Moon? That's nuts. Not only the moon is much smaller than the small Earth, there's no way for one to live up there!
Why have your own land on the moon? To live there during the summer? To escape from the hustle and bustle of Earth life? To shoot a new Bollywood movie on the moon?
Wait. The third proposal sounds cool. Imagine dancing and singing on the moon. Not just the couple. Don't forget the many back-up dancers. And they're floating around. In colourful sari. Spacesuits sari. Now, that would be an Academy Award winning movie. Would it fall under a Sci-fi play?
Sigh.. Money can indeed by everything. I w0nder what will happen if the moon is fully bought? Will astronauts pay to step on the moon? Probably a good investment.
“Yes, an Australian lady buys a little land on the moon for me every year on my birthday. She has been buying it for a while now and I get these certificates from the Lunar Republic Society,” Shah Rukh Khan told a newspaper.
The Bollywood star who celebrated his 44th birthday on Monday has apparently met his fan and she keeps in touch with him all year through mail.
“She writes me colourful e-mail (in the sense one line is red, one is blue and so on).
“I feel blessed to have the love of so many people worldwide,” he said.
According to one online lunar real estate agency, www.lunarregistry.com , the “Sea of Tranquility” is the most sought-after address on the moon.
A 4,047 sq m plot of land costs US$37.50 (RM128.066). The actor currently “owns” several acres on the moon. (StarOnline)
Now that's adding insult to injury. I mean. Come on. We all know Earth is relatively small in the Universe and the population is growing at a steady rate. But having a land on the Moon? That's nuts. Not only the moon is much smaller than the small Earth, there's no way for one to live up there!
Why have your own land on the moon? To live there during the summer? To escape from the hustle and bustle of Earth life? To shoot a new Bollywood movie on the moon?
Wait. The third proposal sounds cool. Imagine dancing and singing on the moon. Not just the couple. Don't forget the many back-up dancers. And they're floating around. In colourful sari. Spacesuits sari. Now, that would be an Academy Award winning movie. Would it fall under a Sci-fi play?
Sigh.. Money can indeed by everything. I w0nder what will happen if the moon is fully bought? Will astronauts pay to step on the moon? Probably a good investment.
Ride me on this halcyon bird..
Justifying the truth is beyond fathom. It's been a good fight. Rectitude in blue, disgrace in red.
Half of the year was debilitating. A struggle. A indecisive battle between persistence and giving up. Somehow, it was always imbalanced on both ends.
Who mentioned it'll be a snuggle? No one. Yet I have heard piercing insinuation that I have fairly ignored. Why compete when you have lost?
But it's a struggle. Defeat is not purely a lost. It's a forewarning before your downfall, though you can divert if choose to.
I'll creep into this tunnel with a hard hat and find the sparkling diamond exposed on the walls, dug by my forefathers who had faith in me.
I have chosen this option have I not? Then what shall I commence for it be the last thing I do?
It's not the end of the road yet. Only the Gregorian pages say so, but in reality, it's nothing but misconception. I still have to walk.
My premonition is substantial. And my acumen is no more formidable, for it is myself that misinterpreted it.
Sometimes in life, you wish to halt your steps but there will be someone who pushes you ahead. The line at the back of you is too crowded to let you have a rest just for moment. So, you just have to move on, leaving and leading your followers or friends or families.It may not be clear but life goes on because people wants us to, who merely guided us like a marionette. It's not a complaint cause I'm in full gratitude of that. But there's a boundary to every act.
Whatever you plan to give up doing, think about it's diverse effects. Is it conscientious?
As for me, I have not made the wrong choice, it's just that I have not chose it wisely anteriorly.
But as the famous admonition goes "It's never too late". It's time to change. For the better.
Half of the year was debilitating. A struggle. A indecisive battle between persistence and giving up. Somehow, it was always imbalanced on both ends.
Who mentioned it'll be a snuggle? No one. Yet I have heard piercing insinuation that I have fairly ignored. Why compete when you have lost?
But it's a struggle. Defeat is not purely a lost. It's a forewarning before your downfall, though you can divert if choose to.
I'll creep into this tunnel with a hard hat and find the sparkling diamond exposed on the walls, dug by my forefathers who had faith in me.
I have chosen this option have I not? Then what shall I commence for it be the last thing I do?
It's not the end of the road yet. Only the Gregorian pages say so, but in reality, it's nothing but misconception. I still have to walk.
My premonition is substantial. And my acumen is no more formidable, for it is myself that misinterpreted it.
Sometimes in life, you wish to halt your steps but there will be someone who pushes you ahead. The line at the back of you is too crowded to let you have a rest just for moment. So, you just have to move on, leaving and leading your followers or friends or families.It may not be clear but life goes on because people wants us to, who merely guided us like a marionette. It's not a complaint cause I'm in full gratitude of that. But there's a boundary to every act.
Whatever you plan to give up doing, think about it's diverse effects. Is it conscientious?
As for me, I have not made the wrong choice, it's just that I have not chose it wisely anteriorly.
But as the famous admonition goes "It's never too late". It's time to change. For the better.
Nov 3, 2009
Bukan kenapa cikgu, dengar ini masalah dulu.
Imagine there's a tree in front of you, say, one kilometer away. To reach the tree from where you are, you would have to reach half the distance first, or 1/2 km.
To reach 1/2 km from the tree, you would have to reach half of the halved distance, or quarter of the distance, 1/4 km.
And this sequence would go and on - 1/2, 1/4, 1/8 , 1/16 and so forth - and it'll eventually end up to an infinite number, ad infinitum.
Since this sequence goes on forever, you and I now, upon reading and yet understanding this, would logically say that you would have to travel an infinite (no boundary) number if finite (with a boundary) distance. Thus, infinite amount of time.
Let me save you the trouble, conclusively speaking, we can never actually get anywhere owing this paradox a big favour.
Patutla ku slalu lambat gi skolah. Salah Tom ngan Zeno.
Anyway, this paradoxe is claimed to be attributed to Zeno of Elea.
To reach 1/2 km from the tree, you would have to reach half of the halved distance, or quarter of the distance, 1/4 km.
And this sequence would go and on - 1/2, 1/4, 1/8 , 1/16 and so forth - and it'll eventually end up to an infinite number, ad infinitum.
Since this sequence goes on forever, you and I now, upon reading and yet understanding this, would logically say that you would have to travel an infinite (no boundary) number if finite (with a boundary) distance. Thus, infinite amount of time.
Let me save you the trouble, conclusively speaking, we can never actually get anywhere owing this paradox a big favour.
Patutla ku slalu lambat gi skolah. Salah Tom ngan Zeno.
Anyway, this paradoxe is claimed to be attributed to Zeno of Elea.
It's still the same tempo but the music had changed.
The light chipped before it ever reached the deceptively flat ground. This prolonged harmony recited by the orchestra our bloomed love in which the jubilant symphony turned melancholic in just a beat. What frequency must I be tuned to pluck the string so I may produce a rather melodious overtone?
I've played this game not based on chance or randomness and God never play dice, but the implication it gave was that the spectators had the final call, thus being the trophy bearer. They would shout jubilantly while myself, along with Mr. Hyde will only be cast out into the field where hyenas will laugh and quarrel with the vultures.
But you were stoic in front these many impressions. A million eyes forming shrouds yet you still are adamant with your altruism. You always chose to work pro-bono, yet the two-horned statue may have altered your path for just a while and you would thank Graham Bell's invention to lead you back.
How ever unfortunate my wretched being may be, yet you could still the orb inside this chasm, and that is what I loved about you. Always brightening up the darkness and I believed Tartarus wouldn't be as torturing if your presence was in sight.
Presently, it's grasping these uncluttered recollection of pieces written by the orchestra that makes me feeble and wishing you are here to play these last composition. Written by you and me. The last note is practiced before the curtain is drawn.
I've played this game not based on chance or randomness and God never play dice, but the implication it gave was that the spectators had the final call, thus being the trophy bearer. They would shout jubilantly while myself, along with Mr. Hyde will only be cast out into the field where hyenas will laugh and quarrel with the vultures.
But you were stoic in front these many impressions. A million eyes forming shrouds yet you still are adamant with your altruism. You always chose to work pro-bono, yet the two-horned statue may have altered your path for just a while and you would thank Graham Bell's invention to lead you back.
How ever unfortunate my wretched being may be, yet you could still the orb inside this chasm, and that is what I loved about you. Always brightening up the darkness and I believed Tartarus wouldn't be as torturing if your presence was in sight.
Presently, it's grasping these uncluttered recollection of pieces written by the orchestra that makes me feeble and wishing you are here to play these last composition. Written by you and me. The last note is practiced before the curtain is drawn.
Nov 2, 2009
Draw your swords man and through this battle may we forge our names in history!
It's interesting the way people hide their solidified certitude right at the sole of their steps. Every illegal advancement in understanding was proven undertaken by only a mere midget in the eyes of the rabbit in Alice's Wonderland. Taken by the chances where Pegasus flapped it's pennons and all hopes faltered. What is being altruistic if the facts are laid upon our journey and it germinate into a brick wall where not even Excalibur could help King Arthur? But maybe Gregor Mendel would probably know why.
Time devoured the seconds and the living. Bringing to custody for the unlikely ruling of the court's judge that misplaced his hammer after receiving his call from the Godfather. And the night prowled over our pre-acumen, so it's time to sway to the land where prince and princess die together to fulfill the will of "till death do us part". May you feel the grievance of this dire act Shakespeare. Kidding.
Alright then. Gotta get these sheep jumping over the fence now.
ps : I know this should be in "The Poetic Cruise" punya blog.
Time devoured the seconds and the living. Bringing to custody for the unlikely ruling of the court's judge that misplaced his hammer after receiving his call from the Godfather. And the night prowled over our pre-acumen, so it's time to sway to the land where prince and princess die together to fulfill the will of "till death do us part". May you feel the grievance of this dire act Shakespeare. Kidding.
Alright then. Gotta get these sheep jumping over the fence now.
ps : I know this should be in "The Poetic Cruise" punya blog.
Sebelum saya mengundurkan diri, izinkan saya untuk memberi ucapan.
The hectic week's over in just an instant. Tomorrow, studies would go on like usual. Which specifically means that schooling hours is extended till 3.00 post meridiem (pm) again. Yay! What more can you want? No one said Form 6 is easy, right? Adding this unnecessary burden is making things better, knowing that the elongated hours only brings significant adverse effects to the physical being and sucks my brain waves into a black hole because I can't retrieve it back!
But we all know that in similarity with the students problems, teachers are complaining bout this system too. My eardrums may not be as sensitive as listening to a racist joke, but somehow the air in the atmosphere circulates, and I do breathe in the heaved sigh of the teachers. It's not the contented sigh.
It takes two to play the game. So, teachers' who are bored against bored students is certainly an inevitable yet interesting game. Nevermind, we're on the same track, so we'll win together.
Babbles of the day :
But we all know that in similarity with the students problems, teachers are complaining bout this system too. My eardrums may not be as sensitive as listening to a racist joke, but somehow the air in the atmosphere circulates, and I do breathe in the heaved sigh of the teachers. It's not the contented sigh.
It takes two to play the game. So, teachers' who are bored against bored students is certainly an inevitable yet interesting game. Nevermind, we're on the same track, so we'll win together.
Babbles of the day :
- Eating kampua with black soy sauce would raise curiosity if your skin is slightly bent to the fairer side. I had my noodles in black and the waiter, upon serving me my meal, inculpably said "Orang putih makan mi kicap". Racist? Whatever it is, it's something to laugh about and I'm not offended.
- As I recall, based on experiences and logical sense, inauguration/officiating of any official ceremony usually involves ribbon cutting, hitting a gong, reciting any creed or whatsoever. However, yesterday was different. 6 officials watched a video about the school's organization chart and etc. Oh yeah, and it's on a laptop. 6 officials watched a video on a laptop to inaugurate the event.
- What good would a school event do if there are no speeches? They're done for a reason and it's basically protocol. Just a slot to fill in the program. Although the time designated for such speeches are not always within the limit. Some would drag on for hours and eventually causing the audience/listeners to either fall asleep or forget what was mentioned by the speaker on stage. Some keep it short and meaningless. But there are gifted ones who can speak for hours and no one would feel time flies. Sadly, there are not enough speakers who fall in the third category. Whatever happened to "I'll only say a few words" and actually mean it?
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